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♦Okay, it's been too long since my last bLahg and YES I agree it was a bit morbid, but you can't blame a gal for expressing her MIND right? I hope not.

(FYI: I do have faith we will LIVE beyond 2012 whether it be physically or spiritually so... I just await the Brave ones who actually REACT to the post...)

SO, I ran out to see SEX AND THE CITY and ::sigh:: I keep telling everyone I cried about 11 times and I must admit I didn't even really let IT out the way I wanted to for some reason... My gal Suzy was misty-eyed by my side and we got the best seats in the house (top, middle- YAY!) not to mention we smuggled some Panda Express in there (don't ask) and I was quite content.

Ever since WAY before the movie or the TV show, many of you should already know that I am a born and bred New YorKa ... so needless to say it was only mildly torturous to sit and observe the streets I've stomped from the 'comfort' of my theater seat in good ol' HoTLanta as I secretly pined to be back on those streets... (and STILL struggle with the URGE to just MOVE back home! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!) Alas, I've decided to remain in ATL and get my company Serious Interiors up and running- FOR GOOD! (Not to mention put my real estate game back into fifth gear) So as far as updates go, that's my PROFESSIONAL update in a nutshell. »

BTW: I've had a fantastic MAY (Happy Birthday again to My Dad and Kuma and the five thousand others I celebrated with) awesome BBQs, pool parties, great times with friends and family from age ONE to about 62 Met some awesome new folks and rekindled memories with family that I haven't spoken to in TOO long ... Altogether '08 is going well but I assure you '09 is CRUNCH TIME. With a jam packed travel schedule coming up, I only hope to be as productive as possible while technical glitches and mishaps occur regardless of my drive! Gotta Love the strife though... Gotta Love the BURN.

Speaking of LOVE, and Sex & The City I was inspired to write about it in this bLahg because I have felt so Loved recently and I only hope to assure that my LOVED ones truly know how much I adore them. One can NEVER reiterate enough times to another how much LOVE exists around them (don't get me wrong, smothering and bug-a-booing is ONE thing, but ultimately- don't be AFRAID to express your love... becuz regretting that could leave a painful scar!) Therefore I write to express the Love in me.

My darling mommy just showed me some interesting flyers she received in the mail explaining the lines in our palms, and according to my heart line- I am especially prone to being deeply loving and affectionate... something I notice however that I have changed due to past experiences, but something that is innately powerful and undeniable in my heart nevertheless. (Even if you don't have some wrinkle in your skin that's supposed to 'MEAN' something, can you still feel deeply and more importantly do you express it?)

BTW2: I love the term 'self-awareness' because I constantly REMIND MYSELF that without it I would lack the ability to be truly articulate about my emotions and ideas.

If I had any real fears, my biggest one would be if I were unable to enjoy Life, and LOVE and EXPRESSING myself in various ways... The TRIPPiest thing about that is I am always reminded of works of ART, and I see how wonderful it is that we as INDIVIDUALS (no matter how PROGRAMMED we may have ALLOWED ourselves to become) all have the INNATE, God-given right and ABILITY to EXPRESS ourselves- and it's pretty damn impossible to COPYCAT off of anyone elses VERSION of what they see in LIFE, or a piece of ART for that matter... not if you express what's really in your HEART. ♥

Q: What inspires you every day? Don't you think you SHOULD BE inspired by something or someone? Do you KNOW how to inspire YOURSELF? (Practice can make ANYTHING better... especially when it comes to something as important as YOU and your happiness and LOVING yourself.♥)

Q: Isn't it comforting to know that even if you never AGREE with someone else about a particular subject, you can always find some COMMON thread between your IDEAS... your PERSPECTIVE? Of course that is ONLY if you try to... ¡Try it!

(I'm not only a member of the INDIVIDUALS club, I'm the PRESIDENT! Get it?- corny, hair club for men joke... ahem) Speaking of which- Although being an extreme INDIVIDUAL can seem lonely at times... I DO find tremendous comfort in finding those COMMON THREADS I have with others, especially since many exist between myself and those I hold dearest in my Life (those who ACTUALLY KNOW ME) unlike the many phonies in Atlanta who may say they know me...

♠I consider myself tremendously BLESSED to be able to not only encounter the individuals who continue to inspire and encourage and love me, but to be able to INSPIRE, ENCOURAGE and LOVE them right back.

Whatever YOU are feeling right now, be it GOOD, be it BAD. Remember that the ONLY constant is CHANGE, but LOVE is all you need to make things BETTER... NEVER give up on it...

BTW3: Being the individual that I am, I dedicate this blog to my Future Valentine... Whomever you may be. Cuz I FEEL like it and I Love the feeling

xoxo everyone.

K*